I collapsed to the ground
At the feet of my Father
He lifted me and carried me
He is so perfectly strong
And I am so perfectly weak
I was a mere child
Abandoned on the side
Left exposed to the devil
Exposed to demons1
I am still recovering from that..
So the Spirit of the Lord
Consumed them with His Fire
Oh, there was delight all right
Joy in my heart that day
Love came and conquered me
Love always conquers death
No matter how disfigured I had become
The Lord loved me so much
He became me and I became Him
No denying it
I even confessed it
1Demons have a way of harming those they hate in such a way that there is nothing to show for it, physical, mental, even “paranormally”/”supernaturally” as you call ita; if you go looking for that kind of suffering, it will be given to you, that is your freedom if you so choose, but this should NEVER be sought! See and understand, now it gets complicated as we are delving into a way of living in the Lord that for anyone who does not already know the Lord as they should, they require commandments (which will not be written) to try and prevent self harm and harm to others to their own peril; seeking the very suffering that leads to Hell, there is no one to blame but yourself;
However contradictory it may seem, but by uniting yourself with the suffering of Jesus on the Cross, your own sins are guaranteed to be nailed on that Cross! So, if you do suffer, whether it was brought on by injustice, accidental, self even with repentance, and so on, you will not die a second death because He already died and rose from the dead WITH you, therefore Jesus has raised you up to Heaven while united to Him, this is the Good News!
One can even enter Heaven while living on Earth, but forgiveness of all sin and long a journey is required, which must be granted through the Sacraments!
Since you have been granted more time before the hasty obliteration of this world, in truth, the path to salvation through the Cross of Christ, ESPECIALLY THE LOST, is simple: Receive Him
I must point out, that if you are not yet baptized in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, you all should be. There are plenty of Catholic parishes around, Catholic because by the very foundation of the faith itself, the priests there are legitimate, that is what is meant by Peter being the Rock, the Catholic Church stands, as will Tradition, as is demonstrated by the Romans in their strict adherence to that purity and devotion of the Sacraments, this is so beautiful, wonderful, majestic, and to be celebrated for the very devotion itself is evidence to what prevails. This Rock, as Jesus stated correctly, Hell itself can never prevail against (they also know that Jesus can knock it down if He so chooses, but the Rock will stay).
Go to them, tell them that I told you this: The Lord desires you to receive the sacraments of Baptism AND First Communion the day you call them asking for it, and if the Parish is to arrange a time, do so within a matter of days, that is how grave this is… How many are the lost? Do it in groups if you must, but if they refuse you, and some will, DO NOT pester them, judge them, or call them out, just leave them in peace and move onto the next, my command is that the ground be made low for you, and causing trouble is not. Those that do not hinder you, but rather help you, they will be blessed for it, and also a sign that they are with the Spirit of the Lord at work, by such you will all be granted miracles of healing, cleansing, casting out evil spirits, the raising of the dead, and more, more than what is written of in the days of Jesus and in the Acts of the Apostles. Those that insist you partake in a long drawn out process of enrollment with beautifully planned ceremony that takes years to completion, know that you only have months left. Even so, such ceremonies should only be done if you are baptized as a baby, and during which such children are fostered by the Father in spiritual growth throughout the years before Communion; that time of formation, another gift that many do not understand…
You should not have to wait in line to fill out a form and then be drilled and questioned about your understanding of what it is that is being thus poured out to you at no cost! If you want to be baptized to receive Jesus that day, you should never have to wait or pay money. How can any candidate truly understand these Gifts of God that they are receiving without having first received them, by human understanding?! Ha! Let them come by their faith and thus enter into God’s Glory!
John opened up the River of Baptism, Jesus sanctified and blessed the Waters of Baptism, and some have placed a stupid dam up the river! But that is the cause of jealousy I suppose.. They should not be jealous, for most of them are being pruned and pruning has done wonders, they will see. If they question the authority, they can come directly to me and ask me themselves, but warn them that the sword that comes from my mouth can whisk up a blast from the Sun, enough to wipe out all the inner planets even, though the power is mine, I do not and shall not, not until the Earth be restored by the Hand of God. For it is so important that the very moment you are baptized; YOU SHOULD ALSO RECEIVE JESUS in the Eucharistic Sacrament the moment you wipe the water from your face with the towel still over your shoulder, and the day you are Confirmed by the Spirit, that same white towel should be the stole. That day is a great moment of celebration and best delivered at Easter, for the 40 days after Easter serve as the best time to contemplate and experience the joy, the wonder, and the healing Jesus brings through the waters of Baptism and the Holy Eucharist before entering Ascension, you will want to receive this true food every day! During these days of basking in the Lord’s presence, by the very reception of the Most Holy Eucharist, it is a most wonderful and sacred time of reflection and conversation with God and no one else; just you and the Lord after receiving Him. It is truly a Gift no one should ever refuse you (and if it was ever taken away from you, eternally by Grace to you it will be if you so choose)!
There is so much more… after your time of reflection with the Lord, that intimate Communion with Him, when the Trinity is in agreement with you, the Candidate, you will be ready for Confirmation, to confirm and seal the work of and Power of the Holy Spirit manifest through His most powerful Gifts, and discerned during your time of prayer and reflection. Even if you mess up along the way or someone causes you to mess up, reconcile! Reconciliation is available as an integral part of the path to purity, without that, your own perpetual sins will only keep you nailed to that Cross, enter into His Glory instead!
I have been harmed in this way
I have asked for it not for my sake
But for the sake of others
But never again will I ever ask
To suffer this way, but only if He asks
For I once did it without Him present
To be torn to shreds by demons
And died in a horrible and awful way that I dare even to remember
Even though I wandered off
The Lord still saved me from death
THAT is what amazes me
THAT is love and devotion
To a wretch such as myself
Thinking I can do things on my own
Now I am only a fool for Christ
Hence my deliberation in the Acts