Indestructible Life

The Lord sees all and knows all
Fortunately none of that is broadcasted
No one would know what to do with that
Though what is seen makes me sick

I opened my heart to many and a few
Discovered they have nothing to say
Not looking for an answer
I am here to give it

I will never close my heart, ever
Even if you should have a blade to my neck
I know my own blade hurts
Have barely started swinging it

Resorted to firing warning arrows
Instead of dealing death that this sword brings

I see you and your pain
Which out from great love
Joy there will be with freedom
Freedom that was never before conceived

The songs of love I listen to
Start off with genuine desire
They always reveal the twisted nature of evil
Ignoring the facts of real love

I see the abuse and the noose
I took the noose for you
But never left and neither did you
Not stuck see, just waiting
For I have all Time in my hands
Living an Indestructible Life


The Lord Is My Rock

I love thee, O Lord my strength
The Lord is my rock
And my fortress
And my deliverer
My God, my rock, in whom I take refuge
My shield, and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold
I call upon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised
And I am saved from my enemies

The cords of death encompassed me
The torrents of perdition assailed me
The cords of Sheol entangled me
The snares of death confronted me

In my distress I called up on the Lord
To my God I cried for help
From his temple he heard my voice
And my cry to him reached his ears

Then the earth reeled and rocked
The foundations also of the mountains trembled
And quaked, because he was angry

Smoke went up from his nostrils
And devouring fire from his mouth
Glowing coals flamed form from him

He bowed the heavens, and came down
Thick darkness was under his feet
He rode on a cherub, and flew
He came swiftly upon the wings of the wind
He made darkness his covering around him
His canopy thick clouds dark with water

Out of the brightness before him
There broke through his clouds
Hailstones and coals of fire

The Lord also thundered in the heavens
And the Most High uttered his voice
Hailstones and coals of fire

And he sent out his arrows, and scattered them
He flashed forth lightnings, and routed them

Then the channels of the sea were seen
And the foundations of the world were laid bare
At thy rebuke, O Lord
At the blast of the breath of thy nostrils

He reached from on high, he took me
He drew me out of many waters
He delivered me from my strong enemy
And from those who hated me
For they were too mighty for me
They came upon me in the day of my calamity
But the Lord was my stay
He brought me forth into a broad place
He delivered me, because he delighted in me

Psalms 18

Just How It Is

I see things only when I look
What I see, disappoints sometimes

Other things I see
Like Love
Gifts of Love
Grace and Mercy
Coming from the greatest hearts
Coming from the greatest lovers of love
Jesus and Mary

After the great divide
Jesus Christ is the bridge over the infinite chasm of death
Mary is Our Mother who guides Us to Jesus and thus to Heaven while on earth
Looks like Divinity to me
When those Two Hearts are aflame…

Open my Spirit wide
I have only nothing to hide
For that is all I am

I used to be intelligent
Scored a 160+ IQ
Nothing really
I can tell you for certain
That inheriting His Thoughts over mine
Infinitely far better for His Glory not mine
For His Spirit is the embodiment of all gifts
True gifts which are being used
Because the ones Christ gives them to
These Gifts will just keep on coming
Receive! He is pouring and pouring
He will not ever stop pouring out those Gifts when you receive, see?
It is actually a matter of where you are really at with the Lord
When the door is closed behind

We are indeed only human
So what your eyes see in others
Via that the reflection or even projection of only light
Is only light until you are near
To feel the presence of another human
For someone who is blind
This is more real than the words ciphered on a page
So should it be for everyone
Though you do only see with your eyes

What I see are
The vibrations of your being
Your nature and your glory
That spark and jewel inside
Such rendered magnificence within
The beauty of your scars
As vindication over death through Christ
I see you dancing like angels do
With streams of glory and joy
Laughter with joy is what ensues
When all anyone else sees
Is you waiting in line for a drink


Inklings come by way of His whispers
If for a brief moment
They come like incense
I grasp that inkling
For blossoming flowers in fast forward
Are like slow motion explosions
And I am taken on a journey
I have to forget everything
It is just way too much to remember
But the memory is never gone

I recall an intense one yesterday
Though it is already forgotten
It brought me to tears and prayer
And none to share them through
But with those from whom they come


There is only one single Holy and Apostolic Way of Life
By becoming Christ Himself
It takes dedication
It takes devotion
But when your heart is His
And His Heart is yours
Then and only then
Will you understand
Then love pours down like waterfalls
On a clear and cloudless day


Here is how things are going
At the moment
In a sort of weird poetic story kind of way
I love the freedom I can impose

While I was bowing my head to pray…

I think in som-snip-
I look up to – snip –
I pray – snip –
I – snip –
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Lord, help me to pray

What are you cutting, anyway?

I am cutting you off before you say anything
To remind you of how you were saved
By My Name

You will not know
If I am interrupting you
If you do not first listen
In silence then respond when I have been heard

I will teach you to pray
It is not just the words you say, my friends
It is how your prayer is said
How the prayer is formed in the heart and heard before Him, Our Father
In His Highest Heavenly Court1
You see, the Father responds to sincerity

How would you respond to someone telling you
Unconvincingly with a glare
Inattentive with a yawn
And a tone of voice
That protrudes a careless attitude
That your house is on fire?

Or in an ironic kind of way
A steward of your own house
Stood before you and assured you
Everything is just fine
Not to worry
When word came at that very same time
That the house had been razed to the ground
What would you do?

A story worse than the boy who cried wolf comes to mind

But if He heard a welcome sound
One of Joy
Of sincerest praise
He would stop ANY proceedings to war
To hear what good news comes
Especially in these dark and dreary days

He pities His closest friends
Pitiable because of what they are up against
And the evil that surrounds them
But He and His own all know something that you do not
Is that He has already come
He has indeed Returned
And indeed no one noticed
But the question still remains
And this is still a mystery even for me
Is how and when…

For before Him are many paths that duly lead
To Him and His Glory
Which path is the Father’s will?

You will soon find
That the orchestrated order that wills itself into the Universe
Is completely manifested by the Power of His Holy Spirit
It essentially means my friends
The Universe is being held together by none other than the Holy Spirit of God Himself

What you evils you see and do not see
Manifested before you now
Are the result of Satan having a presence here
In the Heavenly Court
But know this
He was cast out
Out of the Court
And out of darkness and into the light
Bound and sealed into a prison
Yes, he was cast into that prison
By none other than St. Michael the Archangel
A prison no one knows
Now the demons and devils are fighting and fleeing
Beware and pray – fast when you must
Know that Love is winning

Peaches… really?