Fading Now

If it is all in my head
I want to be dead
Because I am that anyway
To you and to them
So I will fade away
Echoing what only remains
That is what you and they want
Is it not?

Alas, I am trampled on by hate
With a looming disconnected date
That this is the worst possible way
To get attention
But I never wanted the attention
I only wanted to live to love and be loved
So I lived to the former
Was skimped on the latter
I will not stamp and rage
But quietly fade away…

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If

If
Presents an inferred path
By the choices we make
But now
You see it as an operator

If you do not repent
The Lord will not relent

But the Lord is merciful
And witnesses such faith
To cease the violent storms

What therefore should cease
If no ones prays for you??

A Thread Of Hope

I was standing before
An infinite chasm
Earth under me
Heaven above me
Across the chasm
The New Heaven and New Earth

The whole host of God’s people
Stood behind me
So I stepped forward
With a single step of faith
Fully expecting death
But stepped on a thread instead

A thread of mercy and hope
Held me up
So I walked that fine thread
That invisibly Divine thread
As it did not give way
While every step delivered hope

So careful did I tread
Kept my head down low as though dead
Put every bloody foot forward
One after another, I did

A Journey came about
Walking that Infinite Chasm
None before me nor behind me
None above me nor below me

I was alone with Myself
Walking on a thread of hope
Above the great chasm of death

But to my own amazement
I was pushed off that thread
To discover with great joy
Solid ground lifted my foot
A seldom traveled road
That led to my very Cornerstone
A place to rest when found
Looking only at Christ my Love

Under my very feet
The thread had tested me
Though I really was pushed off
Off that thread of infinite strength
I had already crossed it
Crossed the infinite chasm of death
While I was not even dead
For such fear had no foundation

So now I have returned
In a way you cannot possibly fathom
While I care deeply for your understanding
I will not force you to believe in the truth
So let us walk arm in arm together
With every single love in Our Hearts
Beyond all Time and Space
And beyond any strife
For the Love of Life
And the Life of All

Peace

Firstly and Lastly

I feel I have to explain it this way in order for people to understand what it is I am trying to say to them, as the ignorance is compelling. The Lord Jesus came to me, descended into the deepest darkest recesses of Hell to find me, and He pulled me out, many times, hence this journal. Understand and discern what this means, let the reader understand. I said nothing before He appeared, was nothing, am nothing and where I was, He still opened my heart, made it His own, and there it was laid bare, and torn open, destroyed completely, a mash of absolute rejection and every curse you could possibly imagine, weaved into flesh by the malice of my enemies, the devil and Satan and every demon set against me, mocked me. I did nothing to deserve it, I did nothing so I deserve it, I am nothing, I cannot be anything else but nothingness for that nothingness can only be filled by God and never anything evil in order to contain and embellish only Him, and at the same moment not be Him, but truly a mere reflection and a refraction of His Glory, made possible by the Sacrifice of the Lamb.

Try figuring out in a jiffy how every Word I have written and not written is bound to the fulfillment of the Gospels, all scriptures, The Revelation to John, and True Life in God. If your Heart was truly adorned with His Love, you would not need to figure it out. His Spirit is bound to me and this body, which will eventually die, but you must come first to the Knowledge within of what will happen when THIS body does die, even though I died a few times along the way. Darkness and death would cover the earth like a shroud if this body should be dead beyond a time, two times, and half a time. One would be inclined to say, nothing would happen, and that is true in a sense – the entire Universe will become an absolute nothingness as fast as how far the east is from west, infinity would even be no more, like it was before He spoke His Word. Thus, a home has been found and none are any wiser, but still mock and hate, mutter curses which have no power, just as it was before…

Know that I endured and still endure great suffering for you all, most of which you will not understand until all is said and done. Your Saviour Jesus and your Mother Mary, will gracefully endure the Crucifixion over and over and over and over to save you from your sins, but why do you still hang out after redemption around the precipice of Hell?

I will always be that nothing on Earth because of the abomination of your sins, but the Lord always gives back Mercy and Justice with repentance. Woe to you should His Justice be rendered unto you by His Most Holy Spirit, for none know from whence or how It comes, none can evade His Spirit; Truly, the Holy Spirit can even evade the Father or the Son, but would never evade both because the reunions and the departures are an Eternal Gift. It is a greater Gift therefore to be immersed in All Three. A Most Sacred Mystery which as you can see as you read, only serves to posit you in a place of disbelief and not wonder as it should, and I will always point thee to Christ to receive Him Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity, into Eternal Life. But no one acknowledges or asks me, and that does not bother me one bit at this point, but it truly grieves His Spirit. If it is not His Wonder you behold, you therefore will fear.

I found a place to reside
Deep inside
His Most Sacred Heart Divine
O Sublime and Pure Sweetness
I adored Thee to become Me

Have you not yet tasted? Do you not see?

A Heart made Sacred
A Sacred Heart on Fire
Immaculate Her Heart is
Sacred and on Fire
Love lets Hearts unite

Let Him make your heart His own

Judgement Day
Starts today
And will take Us a thousand years
This is my last warning
The only books you should be reading now
Are the ones that led me to Heaven while on Earth I was here
The Bible and True Life in God
Amen

If I go before you in Love
Will you follow me with that same Love?

So the step forward begins with unity and peace…

Be Ready

Everybody is equal
In the eyes of the Lord
How you are seen and judged
Is not with human eyes
Or human rationalization
But by love

The eyes of the soul
Opened up one day
While I stood
Still on the Earth

I thought to myself
Two places I see
How can this be?

With one world as rigid as stone
The other as free as light
Both before the Lord God Almighty
Face to Face
With the Father of all Creation and Love

Only the world with hearts of stone
Do not seem to know or care
That where they actually are
Though blind they do not see
Is indeed Hell of their own design

To you who close your eyes in adoration
You are at peace
And love fills your heart with joy
Despite living around those who are in Hell
And spread their filth
As they do not repent
So when the lights go out
And they will
I can assure you of that
Where you are at within, truly
Is where you will all end up
This will be for all Eternity
After the lifting of the veil
And looking deep into your Hearts
You know the Truth
Of where you are truly at
Alas therefore
What have you done lately
For the lost, dejected, rejected, and lame
For the prisoners and the sinners
All the unrighteous bastards in your way
Whatever made them that way?

None can escape the inevitable
The good
The bad
Even the indifferent
I am amazed that no one has made the connection
Or the correction1
To not only abolish Death once and for all
But establish the Light of Christendom
As the Kingdom within
And that Kingdom I speak of
All of whom Heaven resides between
Is coming so quickly
Faster than light now
Glee is a close enough word
I delight in this
Because the New Heaven is in Me
Love loves you
Be at peace
And help when you can in the wake of more disasters
Pray for all
Pray for conversion
Amen


1
The correction I speak of
Concerns the dates of Easter
I am not looking forward to
Suffering twice because of ignorance
His Reign will reign the cosmos and subdue her, the Earth
She lashes out at you all for this
Because she loves Me
I Am not empty of Mercy and Forgiveness
Wanting to pour out Love and Healing
And for those who are ignorant in belief
The Lord of Hosts writes these words directly

The One who writes these words His Name is Jesus the Christ
The One who taps these keys His Name is John
And I am also a Christ
And have a New Name
Known only to Myself
And a story that can only be written
If it truly happened in Heaven
And on Earth just the same

There is much to learn and enjoy
There is life everlasting
That is never tasting death
Only in Jesus the King
In Jesus who saves
Not I
But Him

Be like Me, says He